we made it.
The kids are not sure what to do with themselves with an empty house & not a toy in sight. We sort-a beat the moving truck here.
want the truth?
truth is.... this is exactly what we prayed soo incredibly hard for.
we wanted this. & still do 100%!! But I feel overwhelmed. I feel like a little fish is such a gigantic pond. The city is big & the people seem--well better than me. I know-silly. right?! Adults dont think that way! geesh! Its just the way I feel. I keep reminding myself that come sunday we will meet people at church & the neighbors we have met so far are just as nice as can be with children too. I am not meaning to sound ungrateful, I realize how blessed we are to live in the part of the city that we do, & so darn near the temple too--I get to pass it anytime I go out to the store. I guess what it boils down to for me is---I miss my simple town & my fabulous relationships made there. I am pretty good at being happy anywhere...so I just need to give it time. I know I will have a tear free day soon! Im sure of it!
The kids are not sure what to do with themselves with an empty house & not a toy in sight. We sort-a beat the moving truck here.
want the truth?
truth is.... this is exactly what we prayed soo incredibly hard for.
we wanted this. & still do 100%!! But I feel overwhelmed. I feel like a little fish is such a gigantic pond. The city is big & the people seem--well better than me. I know-silly. right?! Adults dont think that way! geesh! Its just the way I feel. I keep reminding myself that come sunday we will meet people at church & the neighbors we have met so far are just as nice as can be with children too. I am not meaning to sound ungrateful, I realize how blessed we are to live in the part of the city that we do, & so darn near the temple too--I get to pass it anytime I go out to the store. I guess what it boils down to for me is---I miss my simple town & my fabulous relationships made there. I am pretty good at being happy anywhere...so I just need to give it time. I know I will have a tear free day soon! Im sure of it!